Chapter 2014 come to the end.....Welcoming new Chapter 2015

           Today is the last day of 2014. So, let me recall back my 2014 story line. Firstly, I had worked under two companies which in same line. However, the bitter moment always came toward me when there was something went wrong. Anyway, I would take it as an experienced rather than took it as a revenge. Secondly, I caught in a car accident which the incident still so clear in my memory. I would say "Thanks God for everything that happened on me!" because I learnt to be stronger than before and have FAITH in HIM. I knew God never left me behind even a single moment. I had no injury and no bone fracture although it considered to be a tragic accident that everyone thought. Thirdly is the aviation disaster that frighten everyone on this earth. The first aviation tragedy was MH370. I would say this happened too sudden as until today no dead body to be found or even a debris of MH370. Second would be MH17 (the plane crashed)  flight from Amsterdam to Kuala Lumpur that crashed on 17 July 2014 that killing 238 passengers and 15 crews on board. Next will be the current one , that is QZ8501 flight from Surabaya to Singapore with 155 passengers and few crews on board also one of the tragic incidents. So far 40 bodies been found . All these aviation disasters seriously frighten to those who frequently fly on plane. Frankly speaking, I have a bit phobia with either AirAsia or Mas Wing. However, I believe that Heavenly Father will protecting me wherever I go.  Fourthly, the flooding that happened in West Malaysia which attacked states of Kelantan, Terengganu, Pahang and Kedah also a saddened case. Hopefully the condition in Kelantan will getting better.

             2014 is really a tragic year to be but still we need to live on. Hopefully in year 2015 will be a good and peaceful year ahead. May God bless this world and the peoples in this earth abundantly. 

25th December ---> A very meaningful day to be remember and celebrate!

              25th December 2005 ....So what's happened to this day? Of course people would definitely say is Christmas Day! So what exactly 25th December meant to me? Or supposed to say to everyone of us? Well, 25th December is actually a day which Jesus Christ born to this world and HE came to this earth for many purposes. So the reason why 2005 year a significant year to me as I had officially MARRIED to Jesus when the time I said "I Do!" Yes, I do to follow HIM everywhere I am. I was officially HIS daughter at the moment when I said "I DO"! It was an amazing work! I really feeling so great to become HIS daughter in Christ Family. No matter small or big thing that happened in my life I would definitely Thanks God for giving me such thing to happen. I knew all these were not simple but HE sacrificed everything to save me from the darkness to where I supposed to follow. Jesus , definitely my FRIEND, my SAVIOR, my Partner in my life. HE never left me behind even a single moment. When I was down , I could felt that HE actually comforting me. I know I made a great and right decision to follow HIM in my life. Without HIM in my life , I am nothing at all! 

             Frankly speaking, I still wondered whether I had make a right decision to come over to UPM for further study. I need to sacrifice my Sunday service in order to attend my every classes . I have to skip all the Sunday Service which I supposed to attend it. Sometime, I really felt regret with my own decision cz I couldn't managed to go church due to this reason. However, I'm really thanks God for one thing today. HE had placed me to Serdang Baru Christian Church that brought by a sister named Karen. She brought me to attend the Christmas Service here and I felt so great after 3 months of study during weekend. I hope that I could joined their cell group after this semenster. I really need HIM in my life. Praise LORD for everything that HE gave me for no reasons. I love YOU, JESUS!

Serdang Baru Christian Church

Blessed Christmas

121214-----一个我永远都记得的日期《生病记》

121214，早上三点，我全身不知怎的，突然发抖。冷得不得了。我心里想着，这次不是那么倒霉中了瘟疫吧？那感觉真的很难受；简直就是很想离开这里。在那一瞬间，我眼泪掉了；我哭了，因为这一次的生病，没有我妈妈在我身旁；没人递给我药物吃；没人问问我到底怎么啦；还会觉得很冷吗。。等等。。。每一年的十二月我肯定会生一次大病，而且一病就要三四天才会康复。生病期间，真的要感谢神，因为惠婷姐妹和她的姐姐一同送我去诊疗所看病，后来我的病情也好转了一些。真的神一直都在看顾我，一直呵护我。去年的那一天，我根本都不需要担心没药吃，因为都在古晋，有妈妈的照顾；反而，今年我却来到沙登，没妈妈在身边，又是开始要独立的时候了。如果能把我妈妈带来，我肯定把我妈妈接过来。呵呵呵。。。。

如何看待你珍贵的生命

                      最近有好几宗关于自杀来了断自己那宝贵的生命。大部分的都是少年人。请问，你对自己的生命有何看法？它对你而言重要吗？这问题肯定会有人回答，当然很重要。那么，你到底对自己的生命有多了解？关于这一点，我真的可以很确定的告诉你们。生命对我来说，是多么的重要啊！！！我也要郑重的告诉你们，我的生命是上帝给我的！这一切都是真实的，并无一丝一毫的谎言。

                   我还记得半年前,也就是5月10日。我发生了一场我难以忘怀的车祸。如果不是上帝的保守，我很肯定我已经不在人世了，也不会在这里和大家分享这一切。至于车祸的经过我就不多说了。我只想说，当车子撞到GUARD RAIL时，我乘坐的那辆车简直就是失控了。整辆车子就是四脚朝天的（撞了路旁两边的铁窗，就这样翻了）。就在车子翻转的时候，我只记得想，这下怎么办，车子翻了！！我脑袋一直想着我的家人，就是那种很混乱的感觉。但是，奇怪的是，我和我弟弟竟然没事。我们俩真的一点骨折或重伤都没有。所以，我真的相信这一切都是神的保守及看顾。对路人而言，在车子里面的我们，不是重伤就是死亡。奇迹的就是，我和我弟真的一点伤痛都没有。

                      这事情发生的几天后，我对我自己说，既然上帝给了我机会活着，那我就要活得更加喜乐，更加爱惜自己的生命。生命，一旦真的丢了，就永远不会再回来；就算你拥有多么多金钱，却于事无补。所以，现在的我更加爱惜自己，更加觉得生命得来不易。

当我读了那些关于自杀事件的新闻，真的很心痛。好好的一个生命，就这样为了感情或因为课业的压抑，而了断自己的生命。这行为真的太愚蠢了。不但带给家人心痛，也造成社会的困扰。的确会反映出一个让人觉得，生命好像一个玩意儿。如有这想法的，我确实的告诉也警告你们，千万不要拿自己的生命开玩笑。这一点也不好笑！

                                      爱惜生命，犹如神爱我们一样。

A new life begin after 4th September 2014----> Master Student's life

               Wow, I'd been a pretty long time not update my blog here and today I'm gonna to tell a story of my life after a hardship that I'd gone through this past half year. First of all, I would like to show my appreciation to my family especially my mom who so supportive towards my Master study here in UPM (Universiti Putra Malaysia). Next, Is God who giving me an opportunity to experienced a Master Life here. Friendly Speaking that the decision to study here was truly bothered me so much. However, I will not telling the reason why it bothering me much. Still I'm glad to be here in Serdang. 

               Well, I had really learnt lots of new knownledge here. There are so much new things that I learnt here and really awakening me after all. I'm taking Master of  Environmental Engineering so most of the time I need to study more on Environment and i found out that it is really an interesting course to learn. For instance, The Summit Compenhagen which I never knew that it is a big issue that related to the world's pollution or matter that to be concerned all over the world. Well, I do enjoy study here in UPM. Nevertheless, I met a lots of new friends here in Serdang . I believe that there is a reason why God put me here and I love God's planning as HE gave all the best one to me. I love YOU, God. Without God in my life I am nothing at all. HE is the one who change me to a better person and guide me all my life. God, thanks for YOUR sacrificed. 

I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER, JESUS! 

A mystery of disappear of MH370

It's come to 3rd Day and still MH370 not been found yet among the rescue team and the involve of authorities from all over the world. Also, it became the most hottest issue/ news over the world. So, where is the flight gone?? I believe everyone in the earth still wondering where exactly the flight flew away? Or  it was the terrorist's planning from the very beginning? Sound so ridiculous as everything comes too coincidence. I hope everything will be fine after a week. I know that Lord has save everyone of them. Have FAITH in HIM. No matter how bad is the situation we just wait patiently. We will know the very best answer soon. Do not spread out any unreliable news or rumurs to hurt the passengers' family as they need some space to calm down. My sense tell me that all the passengers in flight MH370 will be save.

Working life doesn't seem to be enjoyable for me??!!!-----> Part I

Is 2014 now and almost a year I didn't managed to update my blog after my last sem in UMP in October 2013. Time flies extremely fast which I still unable to digest all I had experienced in KUANTAN for my 4 years degree here. So, I'm now a working people. However, thing doesn't goes well as I expected.
 Although I had tried my very best to help the company ( my previous company) to be in track however they didn't appreciated with what I had done or to be said contributed to the company. Scolded by clients, complaint by clients...all these I had to settle by myself without my employer HELP. Unnecessary people came to complaint about my working performance. If he or she had witnessed everything in this company then I had nothing to say but yet he or she just an outsider who know nothing but know to insulting me and complaint me to my family members. I didn't do anything harmful to company yet they tried to destroy my reputation then I really have nothing to say. Keep silent will always the best choice for me to not creating any unnecessary problems again. Betrayed also happened here. I shouldn't trust anyone easily in this company. That 's my weakness and I admit it. In short, I will not trust anyone so easily or I supposed to say no gossiping, no gang, no POLITIC in company if still want to have an excellence result or market in Construction Industry. Disappointment will be the best word to describe my best feeling towards my previous company. I not doing any harmful matter to your company but help out to let your company to be the honest company that people will trust much but yet you rejected my help so I really don't know what to say but just wish best of luck to you.