Thursday, April 21, 2011

That is how life should be…


Life…..Life is complicated, life is simple, life is so wonderful…Which sentence will be more suitable to describe ur life now? I suppose to say my life is so challenging…Without challenge I guess I will not be so independent and mature. Sometime I was thinking, is there any path for me to choose instead of having such challenging life??God had answered my question…HE said I have to go through all these obstacles regardless how tough is it…I also have to overcome instead of run away from the fact.. God, u r right…No point for me to run away from this reality world cz I noe it will be more challenging in the future. Actually my final exams start next week which will end on 3rd May. During this few days, at 1st I was really depress or tension bcz of my carry mARKs..I felt like I was so useless compared to my course mates who can score high mark in their test and so on. I felt so tension until cried whole night (This is the other way to release my tension instead of keep it all the time). Perhaps i was too care with my result cz my pointer is dropping ..i do not hope to get such lousy result..Another reason is that I don wan to disappoint my mom who really love me so much n wan me to be succeed.I noe I couldn’t compare to both of my sis who are intelligent in their study.Perhaps I’m a slow learner that need time to adapt it…n I really put a lots of effort to achieve my goal right now…I noe it is impossible for me to change the result that I get now but I can change my final result cz de final will change everything …Hopefully everything will run smoothly …………………………………….