Monday, October 24, 2011

Family,Friends,Study

Family
I had been left Kuching for about one month plus and i did really miss everything there.I miss especially my mom,Hannah,Jay Jay..actually the day i left Kuching i did pray to God that don let me to drop a single droplet of tears as i had to left home to Kuantan where far apart from home. Though my heart was full of unwillingness to left home but i had no choice cz i had to complete my study within the time given otherwise i will disappoint my mom who earn money juz to let us to graduate from uni n to have a better life in future.So,in order to pay back i had to be strong n to be independent wherever i go..Thanks,mom..u r owes the best to me .Without u in my life,i wont have 2day n also everything that i have now.I knew it was a difficult task for u to take care of 5 of us especially when  the time daddy left us...u cried every night n I knew dat,mom.I knew u missed daddy so much as me too..God had brought daddy away from us n we could't do anything instead of accepted the fact. I will be strong cz i have the responsibility to take care of u n i believed that daddy wanted me to do so...I promised to u that i will always there with u wherever i go & will never left u alone .Mama,I love u so much^^

Friends
Friends...i do have lots of friends surrounding me..n they did treated me so well here ..Without them in UMP i was nothing here..they bring me joys here..they care me here...they even treat me well here..My life was so wonderful with them in my life.

Study
I'm now 3rd year n considered as super senior in UMP now..3rd year mean i had almost complete my study where next year will be my final year to stay in UMP if everything run smoothly within dis 2 years as i can graduate in 2013.Sometime,i kept on asking myself...Why i can be so intelligent in study???I owes hope to get a Dean List but I failed to do dat every semenster..I'm really disappointed with myself. I edi try my best to do it in my test n everything but at the end i cant get wat i wanted.After some days,i'm awake from that.I noe sometime even if we forced ourselves in something without motivation meant tht it will end up with nothing.So,hopefully within dis 2 years i can at least get one time Dean List or my cgpa can be increase then i'm really satisfied..I noe God will lead me all the way n i never afraid of tat^^