Family
I had been left Kuching for about one month plus and i did really miss everything there.I miss especially my mom,Hannah,Jay Jay..actually the day i left Kuching i did pray to God that don let me to drop a single droplet of tears as i had to left home to Kuantan where far apart from home. Though my heart was full of unwillingness to left home but i had no choice cz i had to complete my study within the time given otherwise i will disappoint my mom who earn money juz to let us to graduate from uni n to have a better life in future.So,in order to pay back i had to be strong n to be independent wherever i go..Thanks,mom..u r owes the best to me .Without u in my life,i wont have 2day n also everything that i have now.I knew it was a difficult task for u to take care of 5 of us especially when the time daddy left us...u cried every night n I knew dat,mom.I knew u missed daddy so much as me too..God had brought daddy away from us n we could't do anything instead of accepted the fact. I will be strong cz i have the responsibility to take care of u n i believed that daddy wanted me to do so...I promised to u that i will always there with u wherever i go & will never left u alone .Mama,I love u so much^^
Friends
Friends...i do have lots of friends surrounding me..n they did treated me so well here ..Without them in UMP i was nothing here..they bring me joys here..they care me here...they even treat me well here..My life was so wonderful with them in my life.
Study
I'm now 3rd year n considered as super senior in UMP now..3rd year mean i had almost complete my study where next year will be my final year to stay in UMP if everything run smoothly within dis 2 years as i can graduate in 2013.Sometime,i kept on asking myself...Why i can be so intelligent in study???I owes hope to get a Dean List but I failed to do dat every semenster..I'm really disappointed with myself. I edi try my best to do it in my test n everything but at the end i cant get wat i wanted.After some days,i'm awake from that.I noe sometime even if we forced ourselves in something without motivation meant tht it will end up with nothing.So,hopefully within dis 2 years i can at least get one time Dean List or my cgpa can be increase then i'm really satisfied..I noe God will lead me all the way n i never afraid of tat^^
I had been left Kuching for about one month plus and i did really miss everything there.I miss especially my mom,Hannah,Jay Jay..actually the day i left Kuching i did pray to God that don let me to drop a single droplet of tears as i had to left home to Kuantan where far apart from home. Though my heart was full of unwillingness to left home but i had no choice cz i had to complete my study within the time given otherwise i will disappoint my mom who earn money juz to let us to graduate from uni n to have a better life in future.So,in order to pay back i had to be strong n to be independent wherever i go..Thanks,mom..u r owes the best to me .Without u in my life,i wont have 2day n also everything that i have now.I knew it was a difficult task for u to take care of 5 of us especially when the time daddy left us...u cried every night n I knew dat,mom.I knew u missed daddy so much as me too..God had brought daddy away from us n we could't do anything instead of accepted the fact. I will be strong cz i have the responsibility to take care of u n i believed that daddy wanted me to do so...I promised to u that i will always there with u wherever i go & will never left u alone .Mama,I love u so much^^
Friends
Friends...i do have lots of friends surrounding me..n they did treated me so well here ..Without them in UMP i was nothing here..they bring me joys here..they care me here...they even treat me well here..My life was so wonderful with them in my life.
Study
I'm now 3rd year n considered as super senior in UMP now..3rd year mean i had almost complete my study where next year will be my final year to stay in UMP if everything run smoothly within dis 2 years as i can graduate in 2013.Sometime,i kept on asking myself...Why i can be so intelligent in study???I owes hope to get a Dean List but I failed to do dat every semenster..I'm really disappointed with myself. I edi try my best to do it in my test n everything but at the end i cant get wat i wanted.After some days,i'm awake from that.I noe sometime even if we forced ourselves in something without motivation meant tht it will end up with nothing.So,hopefully within dis 2 years i can at least get one time Dean List or my cgpa can be increase then i'm really satisfied..I noe God will lead me all the way n i never afraid of tat^^
sure your mother hardly let go your father de... May God's peace with her. If possible, bring her to counselling centre to settle the grief of lossing the love one...
ReplyDeleteabout dean list, wish your dream comes true : ) jia you!
Don worry,my mom is ok now mean she could accepted the fact that my dad had left us...nO she even will followed my sis to church n joined church's activity .These all are becz of God who lead her way^^ anyway,thanks for ur caring n oso thanks for wished me for the dean list^^ i hope i can do it ^^
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