Are u the one i waiting for???

    Who is he that i waiting for?Who is he that God gives to me??I wonder who is he..B4 God giving me an answer,i do realize some1 that surround me recently.He definitely a good guy as my fren's mentioned to me.At 1st, i didn't really noticed him around this area but after my fren's kept on telling me his kindness and everything about him and finally i knew he is really a good guy. My fren did asking me to consider about him. Well, i do consider but there are so much things to be consider.After a deep thinking, de most important thing is that even i have a feeling on him but if he does not has feeling on me then everything is meaningless.
      Since after the last few months, i did thanks God as HE let me to discover that the one i like during holiday was not the one i waiting for this while. God lets me to wait for the right one....Well, i do say the one "He" mentioned here ,i do hope there will have an answer to me..I don't expect so much but i just keep him in my heart...

写故事的人生

               写一本属于自己的故事人生，听起来真的很有意思。那真的要感谢上帝让我能在一个美好的一个崇拜日，聆听祂仆人传讲给我们明白。其实，我在小学三年级开始已经拥有一本属于自己的一本日记。日记里真的写了很多关于我每一天的生活。比如，谁欺负我，我考试如何，我家里的状况等等。写日子就这样成了我的一种爱好或者说是习惯了。拥有一本日记后，不管发生任何事情，我都会一五一十的一字不漏的写在日记本上。我大概也拥有了三本以上的日记本。其实，我的日记本，通常都会被妈妈发现。有一次，我的日记本里刚好写着我暗恋的朋友，而我就是没把我的日记本收藏好，就这样一位可以当成是秘密的事情，竟让被妈妈知道了。说实话，心里的确是有点很不高兴妈妈的作为，不过就怪自己没把它收藏好。其实，日记本里也记录了我人生的酸甜苦辣。我还记得，我小时候因为诗和公公婆婆住在一块，而且是大家庭的屋檐下，难免会发生争执。就在有个夜晚，妈妈和爸爸，不晓得发生什么事情，突然吵架了，还乱丢东西。那时的我似有小学三或四年级。我那时真的害怕道哭了起来。我还一直喊着爸爸妈妈不要在吵架了，不要再乱丢东西。其实，我小时候就很爱哭，原因也可能是住在公公婆婆家一点快乐也可没有，因为爸妈会因为公公婆婆的事情，而大骂起来。
            回想起着一些事情，眼泪有时候也会掉落。不过，我真的要感谢一直保受及看顾我们家庭的阿爸天父，没有祂，我也不会拥有现在我所居住属于我们自己的一个温暖的家，一个爸爸领走前，亲自建造的的一个屋子。虽然只是单层 排屋，但是屋里屋外都是属于爸爸和妈妈的心血及金钱。
       一本日记不但能让我发泄，也能让我享受那种说不出的感觉。我其实一直不断地写着属于我自己故事的人生，因为我要记录我在二十三年的里的点点滴滴。不管是好的坏的，都是故事。好的就把它当成回忆，坏的就当成是教训。

One week trip to Penang

(From left to Right)
Me,Yeong Leang,Calvin,Sam Tat,Thomas Bong,Jun Jie & Poh Aun

Penang is a place where u must stop ur foot step to visit it.It is a place where u can enjoyed lots of delicious food here as well as shopping mall.I was really enjoyed in Penang this whole week here with my sis n oso my UMP friends. We did enjoyed so much n there were lots of fun too^^...However, the sweetest time owes kept it as memorable one in our life.My deepest gratitude to Calvin who willing to drive me around Penang with other of our friends & of course i was really missed his mom's delicious cooked. Her cook made me think of my mom's cook too^^...I juz could say million+billion "Thanks,Calvin"^^ of course,Regina & her bf who oso drove me somewhere in Penang^^..Guys,thanks so much for all these..I'm really enjoyed so much on this trip though I juz could managed hang out 2gather for 2 days in one week with u guys but i do enjoyed it so so much.

Beside that, my sis(Ivy) who oso willing to spend some time hanging out with me to shopping mall n also brought me to USM library where i never enter to there b4. The food in USM really cheaper & delicious than everything in UMP.I wish how nice if UMP's food oso as nice as in USM.Only spent RM5 then i could enjoyed my delicious lunch with orange juice(really wonderful). I oso took some photo in USM area where it was really nice place for me though need to walk for a distance to reach library cz no shutter bus during holiday time in USM.However,i did enjoyed the walking "process" with my sis as i could spent time talked n listened to my sis's matter^^ 

My sis & I at 1st Avenue

USM cafe(look like so high class)

USM delicious lunch 

USM koperasi

USM newest library(Perpustakaan Hamzah Sendut I)

big screen(Dekstop)

I cried :-(

my mom and my honey babe

I received a video called from my mom n i was so so happy n excited cz been a long time didnt saw my mom's face .Thanks for the new technology that make everything so advance^^ Actually i was crying with joy becz finally i could listened n saw my mom's face^^ i knew dat my mom knew that i was crying but she juz make joked with me by saying "Girl,u use make up har??Why both of ur eyes bling bling one(bcz of the tears)..??"I replied by saying dat"No la,where gt?"..actually my tears edi dropped by droplet.I was so so sad at the same time cz i cant even can go back home though gt one week holiday here.aLL becz of the midterm otherwise i edi back home for holiday:-( i KNEW my mom will understand my situation dat y she didnt mentioned anything juz now...Haiz...this is the situation when away from home to a place that i was trying to adapt with it before and now.

Family,Friends,Study

Family
I had been left Kuching for about one month plus and i did really miss everything there.I miss especially my mom,Hannah,Jay Jay..actually the day i left Kuching i did pray to God that don let me to drop a single droplet of tears as i had to left home to Kuantan where far apart from home. Though my heart was full of unwillingness to left home but i had no choice cz i had to complete my study within the time given otherwise i will disappoint my mom who earn money juz to let us to graduate from uni n to have a better life in future.So,in order to pay back i had to be strong n to be independent wherever i go..Thanks,mom..u r owes the best to me .Without u in my life,i wont have 2day n also everything that i have now.I knew it was a difficult task for u to take care of 5 of us especially when  the time daddy left us...u cried every night n I knew dat,mom.I knew u missed daddy so much as me too..God had brought daddy away from us n we could't do anything instead of accepted the fact. I will be strong cz i have the responsibility to take care of u n i believed that daddy wanted me to do so...I promised to u that i will always there with u wherever i go & will never left u alone .Mama,I love u so much^^

Friends
Friends...i do have lots of friends surrounding me..n they did treated me so well here ..Without them in UMP i was nothing here..they bring me joys here..they care me here...they even treat me well here..My life was so wonderful with them in my life.

Study
I'm now 3rd year n considered as super senior in UMP now..3rd year mean i had almost complete my study where next year will be my final year to stay in UMP if everything run smoothly within dis 2 years as i can graduate in 2013.Sometime,i kept on asking myself...Why i can be so intelligent in study???I owes hope to get a Dean List but I failed to do dat every semenster..I'm really disappointed with myself. I edi try my best to do it in my test n everything but at the end i cant get wat i wanted.After some days,i'm awake from that.I noe sometime even if we forced ourselves in something without motivation meant tht it will end up with nothing.So,hopefully within dis 2 years i can at least get one time Dean List or my cgpa can be increase then i'm really satisfied..I noe God will lead me all the way n i never afraid of tat^^

Learned to live with each other's imperfections

Time fly as i already in 3rd year now.Well,i admitted that there are something that reluctant to leave behind.There are my friends.without them i think i will totally get bored staying in UMP for the past 2 years.of course, i'm really thanks God as HE gave me a chance to meet all of them in my life.I did learnt a lot from them ..Though some of them 1 year younger than me but i did learnt something valuable value from them.Beside family , friendship is really important to all of us. Though sometime they might did something that make me unsatisfied with them but i did forgive them. We as a human being not the perfect one so we will make even a little mistake in our life. Perhaps i juz look into their good one instead of looking for their bad one...Every1 of us is imperfect except God.God even could forgave those sinner n why not we did the same way? Perhaps it take time to do n i believe all of us can do it. 

中秋晚会，期待永恒

当晚演出的演员们

我和美琪姐妹（饰演嫦娥）

是不是有古代的味道呢。。。

我和我的杨大哥（也是当晚的导演）

简直就像一家人

杨大哥和他那一瞬间的四位老婆

我和我的学生

看，我们的黄飞鸿！！

这次的中秋节虽然无法和家人共度中秋节，不过上帝也让我和教会的弟兄姐妹们给我留下深刻的回忆。。他们带给我很多欢乐。实在太好玩了！！