I must change !!!!!

Already a year i been to UMP.Well,i realized something that i must changed in order to get excellent result(not dat geng oso ).Actually honestly to tell that b4 this i like to compete with my friend's result though they not doing so.I think it started since i was in primary and it became a bad habit.Everytime when compete the result with them i was the one who felt so sad and it never changed till last sem.I did jealous with my friend's who got best result or even gt Dean list everytime.I was telling myself y i cant achieved it?Izit bcz i too selfish not to share knownledge with them?or i shud hav a group study with those who got good result?Finally i found out the answer..I supposed to hav a group study with friend as they really help me a lot in study.B4 this i like to keep myself in room n hav own revision.Is actually not a best way to achieve my target.Perhap not every1 have the same opinion as me but it really works.Of course i shud not forget who giv me this inspiration to have group study too..that one is God who let me know something that i owes tried to find.Thanks to HIM that let me noe this...Halleluyah,Amen:-)