A secret that my friends never know but only my family know..Check it out from my blog..

The inspiration i wrote this time of blog came from every Hong Kong Cops drama.Actually i would said the 1st Hong Kong cops drama i watched when i was still in primary school time.Do not denied that i love to be cop everytime after i watched Hong Kong drama bcz i like adventured and like such activity(caught).I did told my mom that i wanted to become a police woman but she replied me by saying that "dont ever think of that cz Malaysian cop ......(i guess u noe wat i mean if u r clever enuf to guess).But i wont giv up easily to make my dream come true(dat time but not for now).Well,after period of time i really noe to become a police woman is totally impossible to fullfill it bcz i'm now an engineering student.Anyway,become a police woman is juz a dream but not in real life.Perhaps i just can think of ot but not do it in real life.Hehe....that is my secret that i never told any1 except to my family.

I think i too care...

Did i too over (too care him)?I really dunno wat will be my answer to dis question.One thing i had realized was that will it be another meaning i did dat ?or just because he is my friend and only care him.I myself oso dunno the exat answer to this question.Everytime i will tell myself not too care some1 cz he or she or might felt breathless .I don mean to do so but i think ....erm,only those who noe what i think then will noe the answer.Haiz,perhap i think too much....

How to be a christian?Is not easy to become a good christian but we can learn to become a good christian.

                                      
I wonder how to become a good christian?It is a questionnaire to every1 i guess.1st of all,i would tell honestly that i still trying to become a good christian.It is not an easy task to become a good christian because ur every movement,every word come out from a christian are always represent God(Jesus Christ)and even our attitude will become every non- christian's attraction.

This is because they wil trying to find some of ur weakness to defend u( to say something bad on christian by not behave good in daily life).That is why i said not easy to become a good christian cz we have to behave ourself in from of the public.Tough i had been believed and baptist about 10 years but i still trying to do the best.I mean i not a perfect person and will did something wrong.So,we have to minimize the sin as possible as we can.Actually , i quite worry with some of my friends who are christian but seldom go to worship God(Sunday service).I not mean tried to be a busy body to disturb their privacy but what i tried to do is to care them but will they know that i really care them?Will they know the main reason i always convince them to go back to church?I guess they wont even noe and don even care what i had told them.Perhap busy with work was their best reason to refuse to go to church in fact they are not really want to believe and trust THE ALMIGHTY GOd

.Honestly to tell u guys that i ever escaped from went to sundy service which every christian have to do so.I just gave a reason by telling my sister that i was sick,i coulnt even can wake up from bed and so on...But i know my sister wont believed wat i said as she replied me by saying that "u can tried to lie me but do u think God will not know wat had u done or wat have u tell juz to escaped from worship?'That sentences really awaken me and till nw i will not escape from worship in case i really have important thing to do or fall sick.All because of my sister so that i will not escape from going to church.of course,it doesnt mean that going to church mean u are really love God or a holly person.We must have to really believe that HE is really alive and is our saviour.I do hope that those who read my this blog can really awake from now.This is because the day that Jesus CHRIST come is really near and near.I juz wan to save more and more soul.Just a reminder,dont look down or dont not to believe Jesus Christ because HE is really alive and is looking and guiding those who need HIS helps.BELIVE IN HIM....

I must change !!!!!

Already a year i been to UMP.Well,i realized something that i must changed in order to get excellent result(not dat geng oso ).Actually honestly to tell that b4 this i like to compete with my friend's result though they not doing so.I think it started since i was in primary and it became a bad habit.Everytime when compete the result with them i was the one who felt so sad and it never changed till last sem.I did jealous with my friend's who got best result or even gt Dean list everytime.I was telling myself y i cant achieved it?Izit bcz i too selfish not to share knownledge with them?or i shud hav a group study with those who got good result?Finally i found out the answer..I supposed to hav a group study with friend as they really help me a lot in study.B4 this i like to keep myself in room n hav own revision.Is actually not a best way to achieve my target.Perhap not every1 have the same opinion as me but it really works.Of course i shud not forget who giv me this inspiration to have group study too..that one is God who let me know something that i owes tried to find.Thanks to HIM that let me noe this...Halleluyah,Amen:-)

Can I forget it?or They don even want to forgive me?

It been a long time i didn't updated my blog since last month.Actually i did hope there nothing happened between me n my friends around me.That is why i prefer to be alone rather than mix with friends but as u know we have to be socialable to mix with all kinds of ppl.I really dont know are they trying to escape from me or there still a hurt in their heart and i can't to be forgive?I always convince myself not to care all past matters but i am a kind of thinking back past memory.It is hard for me to wipe away bad memory or even sweet memory from me.I do keep it as my sweetest memory that i ever experinced.Beside that,i dont really know to express myself to any1 except he or she really trusted me and can be shared with otherwise i will not do that.Perhap I need time.A long path way for me to go through actually so what i wish to do nw is that juz make myself relax but of course not too relax as i need to study too...God ,Please tell me what to do???I feel like so weak nw.I need a lots of strength to carry on.I worry i might "collapse" in one day.I'm nw trying to be a good christian cz being a good christian is not dat easy as i hav to go through every circumstance that God wants me to experiance.