A mystery of disappear of MH370

It's come to 3rd Day and still MH370 not been found yet among the rescue team and the involve of authorities from all over the world. Also, it became the most hottest issue/ news over the world. So, where is the flight gone?? I believe everyone in the earth still wondering where exactly the flight flew away? Or  it was the terrorist's planning from the very beginning? Sound so ridiculous as everything comes too coincidence. I hope everything will be fine after a week. I know that Lord has save everyone of them. Have FAITH in HIM. No matter how bad is the situation we just wait patiently. We will know the very best answer soon. Do not spread out any unreliable news or rumurs to hurt the passengers' family as they need some space to calm down. My sense tell me that all the passengers in flight MH370 will be save.

Working life doesn't seem to be enjoyable for me??!!!-----> Part I

Is 2014 now and almost a year I didn't managed to update my blog after my last sem in UMP in October 2013. Time flies extremely fast which I still unable to digest all I had experienced in KUANTAN for my 4 years degree here. So, I'm now a working people. However, thing doesn't goes well as I expected.
 Although I had tried my very best to help the company ( my previous company) to be in track however they didn't appreciated with what I had done or to be said contributed to the company. Scolded by clients, complaint by clients...all these I had to settle by myself without my employer HELP. Unnecessary people came to complaint about my working performance. If he or she had witnessed everything in this company then I had nothing to say but yet he or she just an outsider who know nothing but know to insulting me and complaint me to my family members. I didn't do anything harmful to company yet they tried to destroy my reputation then I really have nothing to say. Keep silent will always the best choice for me to not creating any unnecessary problems again. Betrayed also happened here. I shouldn't trust anyone easily in this company. That 's my weakness and I admit it. In short, I will not trust anyone so easily or I supposed to say no gossiping, no gang, no POLITIC in company if still want to have an excellence result or market in Construction Industry. Disappointment will be the best word to describe my best feeling towards my previous company. I not doing any harmful matter to your company but help out to let your company to be the honest company that people will trust much but yet you rejected my help so I really don't know what to say but just wish best of luck to you.

Listen! Listen! Listen!

       Listen (X10)...Sharifah who did that to an UUM undergraduate student who voice out her opinion to the public but consequently been stopped and humiliated by Sharifah who was the one didn't even showed a little mean of respect to Bawani. This situation really showed that there are still some of the people really mean..In my own point of view, Sharifah shud filter everything before she pointed her own view to Bawani. She supposedly learned to accept ppl's opinion and listened to public before they ended. Sharifah kept on saying Bawani lack of education but did she realised that she was the one who lack of education based on what she had thrown the words to Bawani??? Everywhere also have degree students. Even Master holder student also will show manner in front of public but Sharifah just a degree student but she acted like she has high level in her education. Only one words could describe her attitude " BRAINLESS" and "So Mean"...

Hello ,2013!!!

              Wow, I'd been quite a long time didn't updated my blog here. Well, now comes to 2013 which is a brand new year for me as well as my final year in UMP. I had so much words to express here but it take a long time to write here . Anyway, I will shorten it..Hehehe...
                 Though I can't have my precious time to spend together with my beloved mom n siblings in Kuching but I felt so grateful of one thing. That was my mom. She finally has accepted Jesus Christ to enter her life. This was a great news to me which also one of my 2013 wishes. Lord, thanks for everything that U gave to me. I know that all these not come in coincident but U are the one who made all these happen possibly. My dad had left us for almost 4 years. Although sometime I would think of the sweetest time I had spent with my dad in previous day and tears dropped down but I know all these happened for a reason. The day he passed away did made me stand strong. From that moment onward, I knew that it would become a hard time for 5 of us including my mom to overcome all these for a short moment. However, we had overcome all these hardship as I knew all these because of the Almighty Lord who protects , guide us all the time. I miss u so much,Dad :-(
                 Friends...I knew there were few friends that who always there with me all the time regardless my happiest moment or even my hard time. In fact, they never left me away. They hold my hand tight to make me warmer. Thanks to my friends who helped me all these while. Friends, u know who u are...U guys are the best to me & friendship will never end. U guys brought a lots of joy to me as well as "things" that I never exposed before in my life..hahahaha..Explored something crazy had really tighten our friendship. Boys & Girls, U guys really made me forget who am I actually..hahaha....Kidding :-) Anyway, I really had enjoying the craziest, happiest moment with all of u ...

妈妈，您真的太伟大，真的辛苦您了

              二十七年了，您已经劳累了那么久，您却坚持着。我妈妈是一位家庭主妇兼保姆。我妈在我大姐七岁时，就开始兼职保姆。这么多年来，她为的是我们五个兄弟姐妹。妈妈的意志力很强，也不认输的一位妇女。或许因为遇到周围的遭遇，让我妈妈更加要坚持她的意念，就是不管多辛苦也好，也要把我们一个个送进大学和给最好的教育。
             到了今天，我们如妈妈所愿，大姐已经是为专业的护士；二姐还在继续她的硕士学位；而我， 现在还在大学的第三年；四弟呢，就快要深上大学；小弟呢，就在来临的星期二，会到槟城继续他的FORM 6。这一切，都是因为妈妈爱我们，花了不少金钱在我们五个人身上。最近，妈妈也在家多照顾一位BABY。我真的知道家里的开销很大，毕竟小弟会到槟城住。自然而然，花费就大了。我真的真得很荣幸，拥有一位那么百般的疼我们的妈妈。她是我心中一级棒的妈妈。将来拥有了属于自己的薪水，我一定会把我的，给妈妈。而且，那时候是妈妈的休息时刻了，是时候享受人生的乐趣。
            妈妈，您真的辛苦了。我知道，每一次我们一个个到别地方求学，您会掉下您的眼泪。就算您有多么的不舍得，您仍然让我们独立。您的眼泪，换成了我们今天的成就。妈妈，我们都是爱您的。您是我们最棒的妈咪，也是爸爸最棒的老婆:-)

朋友VS男友

         在我们的生命中，除了上帝和家人外，朋友也是很重要的。但是，最矛盾的问题有时候会浮现在我的脑海里。难道，女生一旦有了另一半，就会默默地不再关心身边的朋友吗？人，就是有软弱的时候，却不知道自己所做的一切。我有一位朋友，因为最好的朋友自从有了男友之后，就开始的，不理睬她了。她心里真的很难过。做了那么久的朋友，竟然就在接受另一半的追求的时候，就这样抛开了之前很要好的朋友。我在思想，难道男朋友真得那么重要吗？重要到可以不理睬好朋友。
       对我而言，男朋友虽然重要，但是朋友呢？？朋友难道就不重要了吗？我要感谢主的是，我认识了主耶稣，让我知道我的生命中，什么来的重要。当然，上帝的位子无人能取代，永远都是在我心目中，是第一位的。接着就是我的家人。没有上帝，就没有我的家人，没有我的家人，就没有今天的我。接下来，应该会是工作或者是生命中的另一半。
       对我来说，朋友无论如何，都很重要。没有他们，就没有今日的欢笑。我只能对我那一位朋友说，不必理睬那么多。就算她很在意，她的朋友知道吗？？爱情是盲目，这句话我真的真正明白这意思了。

就这样过了三年

真的很快，我在UMP也有三年的求学生涯了啦，再过一年就要和UMP告别了。虽然很想快点离开UMP，不过真的很多美好的回忆都在这里发生。其实，在还未来UMP之前，我祷告上帝，我告诉上帝，我要坐飞机去西马求学。不过，现在我的确有点后悔，原因在于我很想念古晋的家人。每一次回来UMP，都要忍着眼泪离开家里。我真的很不喜欢这种感觉，真的有很舍不得家人。虽然我来西马有三年了，不过我还是很想念家的。如果再给我机会，我不会选择离乡背井，我愿意留在古晋，陪家人多一点。。