My Beloved Daddy (R.I.P)

My beloved Daddy

4 years...already 4 years he left us in this house.Even i called him there was no response from him anymore.Papa,we miss u so much.The pictures of him lying on the hospital was clearly set in my mind which i would never forgot for the rest of my life.He was lying on the bed with eyes covered with cotton(it bcz his eyes edi shown us to be prepared for his leaving...);his body was full of the medical machine where lots of "wire"(i dunno wat is dat called)..i was really felt upset when i saw my dad had to endure all this pain on the bed..The time he left us was really near when i heard the machine sound alarmed me that my dad was goin to left soon...Doctors and nurses all running to my dad's bed n try their very best to rescue him but.....Thanks Doctors and Nurses,i noe all of u had try ur very best to save my dad...but unfortunately my dad's don willing to stay on..He choose to left cz he don wan to suffer even if he gt chance to be save cz actually even my dad been saved but he also would coma 4ever...However, though at 1st we couldn't accepted the fact but slowly we noe is all destiny。。no one can change the fact...Papa,though u had left us 4ever but we will live stronger and we will take good care of mama as she really needs 5 of us to accompany her so dat she will not feel so lonely..Papa,u owes the great  father of 5 of us and the best husband of mama..We love u ,Papa..Apuchi,sarang hae..

Friends of mine birthday celebration...An unforgettable celebration

 

Chee Suan birthday celebration(12 January 2011)

Birthday boy was blowing the candles...

Chee Suan & Me

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 We celebrated at Air Putih(Steamboat)...

this is what they like to do on girls..but not ending yet...

The revenge time come...wahahaha....



Yew Kun's birthday celebration（25th February 2011)

 

Yew Kun,the birthday cutest girl....

友谊万岁

Nice View...feel like in Japan..

友谊万岁

At Muzium

Chee Suan..........Chee Wei........Men Hoo......Wen Zheng........Yoke Yoon.........Kew Hong.........Yew Kun......Jia Xin(me)...

BUsy.. Busy... Finally rest

Last 2 weeks were a pretty busy weeks for me n others.Bcz i had 3 test n 2 quizzes(2 test in one day) & really rushed for that tests and quizzes.However,everything is done...haiz...but....I was pretty damn disappointed with my friend who i actually tot that person wont do such thing to me(that the real world..no no..i supposedly said i'm too naive to believe that person).I had done my assignments which i put a lots of hard work and efforts on it but the sad thing was my effort become others people's work...I felt so sad in the same time i was very mad with that person..but i really cant do anything as it already happened.Well, i pray to God..I prayed that thanks God for letting me to overcome all these matters and let me to differentiate who will be my truly buddy and who are not qualified..I really wake up after this incident happened on me..At 1st,i was felt like i'm fooled by ppl and they tot i'm too nice to bully or to step on me...Is ok if they really did that to me cz i cant controlled them from doin all these on me.Well,in Bible Scripture stated that if that person slap ur right side(face),then u juz let them to slap another side too...I told myself not to count on this small matter.I'm learn to be patient and forgive every1 but i really need time to do so...God,i know i'm not a perfect person but i'm learning to be a good christian..God,guide me all the way as i really feel weak in certain way...Praise the Lord!Amen!

原来他们就是这样的。。。人心难测。。

               我还记得，每当我们每一次考试时，教授就会（偶尔）给我们一切提示。单纯的我们，就会和其他人分享。这样，我们两年的友情就渐渐的不变陌生，反而更加要好。事事难预料，两年后的他们，却和两年前的他们不同了。人心真的难测呀！！！
               为何我这样说呢？就在最近的考试来打个比喻吧。我们班的教授真的很“诚实”，因为他们并不会给提示。不过，其它班的教授因为来不及赶完索要考得题目，所以就顺便给了答案（考试的答案）。让我很气的是，就算平时和我们很好的朋友，都不会透露给我们知道。这简直就是太过分了。
             不过，他们如此的对待我们。没关系，因为得到益处的事我们。。为什么呢？因为呢，我们是靠实力的（真的很气人嘞！！！）。不过，我知道凡事都看开点。就算他们这样，我们也阻止不了他们的作为。。（算了，想到这些，我真的对他们很失望！！）真的休想我会很好心的帮他们了。。。不会有下一次了。。

不一样的新年

              不一样的新年。。。为何今年的新年那么特别呢？因为我二姐今年终于回来和我们一家团聚了。。前三年因为她的假期比较短，所以无法抽空时间回来古晋过年。今年的过年对我妈妈来说，真是个快乐年。虽然没有亲戚的看顾和来往，我们一家六口都活得比他们更快乐更好。对我来说，没有了他们，并不代表我们不能活。因为一直以来他们都没把我们当成是他们的一家人；即使之前我们对他们和和气气，他们却对我们不理不睬的。（不说他们了，越谈起他们，我就越生气了。）
            在除夕夜，我们一家人就一起吃团圆饭。而且今年我们也流行“捞生”。我们捞得太刺激了，因为是我们第一次在新年期间捞生。。我们五兄弟姐妹都很期待放鞭炮的时刻。。等啊等，终于等到了晚上十二点。。鞭炮声就一家接一家放个不完，气氛十足。不过，在弟弟放鞭炮的当儿，让我顿时想起了我爸爸在三年前（还在世时），他放鞭炮的样子和那熟悉的背影，真的忘不了。（爸，我真的很想念您..)到了大年初一，我们家OPEN HOUSE ，所以就等朋友们的到来。那天真的是忙透了。客人有如鱼贯般，来拜年。我，大姐，二姐，都忙着准备食物给客人吃；而妈妈则负责招待客人。那气氛实在太好了，虽然有点忙，不过想起来当天的情形，真的很愉快。
          今年的过年真的很难忘。不但能和五兄弟姐妹一起打扫屋子，也和妈妈一起做年糕。真的是一个愉快的新年。。

我的古晋最要好的朋友

我二姐和妈妈看顾的小女孩

我和两位可爱的小妹妹

我和SHEILA

两姐妹，EIRENE 和SHEILA

            

今年2011年能顺利地度过，那么2010年的新年又如何呢？

        其实，今年的新年都和往年一样地度过，不过，是二姐也回来一家团聚（她又数年没回来过新年了）；我想，最高兴的当然是我妈妈。因为，我们五兄弟姐妹和她可以一家团圆，虽然爸爸已经不在了，不过我们依然还会记得当年他有在时候的气氛。既然，我们都回来和妈妈一起过新年，当然要过个大肥年。。哈哈哈哈哈！！！
       2011年能这样开心地度过，那么2012年又如何呢？我们都知道，2012年是末日的到来。也就是说，耶稣基督的到来将近了。。对我们基督徒来说，并不是件害怕的事，因为我们终于可以回到我们的真正的家园。当每个人谈到世界末日时，并不是每个人都相信。不相信什么呢？他们不相信有世界末日这个事情。不过，我真信的确有这回事。因为，圣经里有说道，耶稣会再来。。。。当然，我们作基督徒的，其实都有很重要的任务在身。。而且，是很大的任务。那就是，传福音。。说到传福音，我自己本人有时候，的确很难和身边的朋友传福音。原因在于，大门大致上都是佛教徒或是FREE THINKER 。其实，我经历过和我的朋友传福音。不过，在我传的当时，我们会有争执的一面。我并不是说他们说相信的是不好的。我只是要他们弄明白谁才是我们真正的真神，谁才是我们生命中的救主。。所以，每次我传的时候，我都必须向主祷告，好让我在传的时候没有任何的阻拦。。不过，我并不会放弃传福音，我一定要把我身边的每一位朋友得救。。让他/她们知道耶稣基督才是他们的救主。。。

2011 .a brand new year

2O11...2011 is a brand new year to every1 of us.I do hope everything will run smoothly throughout this year especially in my academy.I do hope that this semenster i will able to get what i wish to get for the past few semenster.Of course,CNY(CHINESE NEW YEAR) is in the corner for every chinese.Every time when this day come ,i definitely will think of my beloved dad who left us 3 & half years ago ( will become 4 year after this coming 17 March 2010).I believed my siblings too including my mom.I still remembered when i was a kid ,my dad will paint our house with new paint (He actually is a painter. & our house became brand new house after the painted.Beside that, my dad played firecrackers with 5 of us (it was a memorable time for 5 of us)...That is why every time when my neighbours played firecrackers ,i will think of my dad..even it was a raining day my dad wont care so much he still played firecrackers(Long one) cz he wanted to bring joy to 5 of us including my mom.
   Papa,we miss u so much.Me,ah ting,ah b,ah boy n ah cheng do hope u still around us.Papa if u were here,u will fry prawn to us,played firecrackers with ah boy n ah cheng,u will paint the house and will bring us everywhere.Though u'r not here with us but u owes in our heart.Bcz u are our dad,a responsible dad ,a dad who always care us so much together with mama....Papa,we love u:-)

My dad & Yang Yang