忙、盲、亡（第一天）PART 1

在九月九日到十一日，我参加可一个生活营，主题为忙、盲、亡。在这三天的营会中，我领受的很多，尤其是陈汉祖博士的征道。

Dr.Joey Tan

他的征道令我有很大的感触。就在当天九号晚上，陈博士就和我们分享主题信息一《在忙碌时代思考安息的教导，约翰福音15：1-10》，信息里有四点重要的信息:

       如何与主连接？                           

第一，  我们要读神的话（READ）

·         无论我们多么的忙，我们也必须花一点时间来读圣经。

第二，  思想神的话语（REFLECT）

第三，  回应神的话语（RESPOND）

·         遵守（不单听道，而要行道）

第四，  祈求就给你们成就

·         有些信徒不祷告，反当成报告（不可忘记祂不是我们的奴仆，因为我们是神的儿女）

·         一个重要的祷告，目的是要更深的认识上帝，认识主。

在这信息里，令我最大的感受时，我们要读神的话。我常常告诉自己要常常读圣经，结果呢？结果我并没做到。因为我一直给自己理由，就是忙着功课或没时间。自从听了陈博士的一番征道后，我觉得这些理由并不是理由，因为我确实是能读圣经，但是我却说不难能。我觉得很亏奇欠上帝。所以，从这营会后，我立志要阅读圣经，无论多忙也好，我也要办到。毕竟我信主也有十年的时间，却没好好地把圣经完整的读一遍。

当然，除了听到陈博士的征道，当然也有分组的时间。

忍耐组

我是分到忍耐组，是由叶师母带领。在小组的分享里，我也听了几位来自不同州的，不同堂会的弟兄姐妹的见证。当中，也有好几位姐妹都是出生于佛教，是后来才信主的。这一切都要感谢主，因为我们所仰望的都是那复活的神，那信实的神。我也在小组里认识了来自马六甲的，吉隆坡的，槟城的等等。我们都能很快地打成一片，感觉上就是好像认识了几年的朋友一样。当然，我们能聚在一起都不是偶然的，这一切都是上帝安排的。我当然很高兴能认识到这一班弟兄姐妹。那感觉就是很美好，因为上帝所赐的一切都是美好的。 

陈博士也分享了他的见证，而且他的见证让我们感受到神确实爱我们爱到底，永远都不会撇弃我们。除非我们把祂忘了，否则祂会永远在我们的身边，保护及看守着我们（继续下一篇）。。。。

忍耐组(Breakfast time)

   

Holiday start...

Holiday start right nw but unfortunately i'm not going back home but will going back home on October(finally can go back too)..Now alone in the room and watching an interesting Korea entertainment show..Well,JunJIn really attracting me and Andy as well (ShinWa Group).I have one crazy thinking is that if my life partner is some1 like JunJin then i will super duber happy than right now.Haiz..unfortunately that only my crazy dreamt..Well,this entertaining show make me laughed non-stop..It was really a great entertaining show and i learned some new word..TA GEO DEON,KAMSAHAMIDA and etc.

Time past too fast

Time will never waiting for us of course will never reverse the time.I still remember that i came back to UMP on 11th July evening and was a busy day to cleaned up everything.Now edi reach to September and have 2 weeks holiday but unfortunately i'm not going back to Kuching as i wish to go back but because i want to save money for my mom so that i decided not to going back this month cz i will going back on next month to attend my eldest sis's convocation.That really make me cant wait for this day to come..hehe...I missed everything in Kuching especially family,church friends n also my Kuching's friends.

Sometime i did deep think that why must God put me in a place that i never been before.Why did HIM let me overcome all hard time at here?Why must HIM let me know every1 from different state?I was wondering all this matter.Well,God sure has HIS own reason why HE did all or suppose to say prepared all this for me.1stly.HE wanted me to experience the life in West Malaysia .2ndly, HE wanted me to stand stronger no matter what happened to me cz everything i must solved it by myself with HIS help where indirectly trained me to be more independent.Honestly, i really tougher than b4.Perhaps some of u didn't noticed that but i did...i really did.Somehow i think isn't good or bad to be so so tough?

A secret that my friends never know but only my family know..Check it out from my blog..

The inspiration i wrote this time of blog came from every Hong Kong Cops drama.Actually i would said the 1st Hong Kong cops drama i watched when i was still in primary school time.Do not denied that i love to be cop everytime after i watched Hong Kong drama bcz i like adventured and like such activity(caught).I did told my mom that i wanted to become a police woman but she replied me by saying that "dont ever think of that cz Malaysian cop ......(i guess u noe wat i mean if u r clever enuf to guess).But i wont giv up easily to make my dream come true(dat time but not for now).Well,after period of time i really noe to become a police woman is totally impossible to fullfill it bcz i'm now an engineering student.Anyway,become a police woman is juz a dream but not in real life.Perhaps i just can think of ot but not do it in real life.Hehe....that is my secret that i never told any1 except to my family.

I think i too care...

Did i too over (too care him)?I really dunno wat will be my answer to dis question.One thing i had realized was that will it be another meaning i did dat ?or just because he is my friend and only care him.I myself oso dunno the exat answer to this question.Everytime i will tell myself not too care some1 cz he or she or might felt breathless .I don mean to do so but i think ....erm,only those who noe what i think then will noe the answer.Haiz,perhap i think too much....

How to be a christian?Is not easy to become a good christian but we can learn to become a good christian.

                                      
I wonder how to become a good christian?It is a questionnaire to every1 i guess.1st of all,i would tell honestly that i still trying to become a good christian.It is not an easy task to become a good christian because ur every movement,every word come out from a christian are always represent God(Jesus Christ)and even our attitude will become every non- christian's attraction.

This is because they wil trying to find some of ur weakness to defend u( to say something bad on christian by not behave good in daily life).That is why i said not easy to become a good christian cz we have to behave ourself in from of the public.Tough i had been believed and baptist about 10 years but i still trying to do the best.I mean i not a perfect person and will did something wrong.So,we have to minimize the sin as possible as we can.Actually , i quite worry with some of my friends who are christian but seldom go to worship God(Sunday service).I not mean tried to be a busy body to disturb their privacy but what i tried to do is to care them but will they know that i really care them?Will they know the main reason i always convince them to go back to church?I guess they wont even noe and don even care what i had told them.Perhap busy with work was their best reason to refuse to go to church in fact they are not really want to believe and trust THE ALMIGHTY GOd

.Honestly to tell u guys that i ever escaped from went to sundy service which every christian have to do so.I just gave a reason by telling my sister that i was sick,i coulnt even can wake up from bed and so on...But i know my sister wont believed wat i said as she replied me by saying that "u can tried to lie me but do u think God will not know wat had u done or wat have u tell juz to escaped from worship?'That sentences really awaken me and till nw i will not escape from worship in case i really have important thing to do or fall sick.All because of my sister so that i will not escape from going to church.of course,it doesnt mean that going to church mean u are really love God or a holly person.We must have to really believe that HE is really alive and is our saviour.I do hope that those who read my this blog can really awake from now.This is because the day that Jesus CHRIST come is really near and near.I juz wan to save more and more soul.Just a reminder,dont look down or dont not to believe Jesus Christ because HE is really alive and is looking and guiding those who need HIS helps.BELIVE IN HIM....

I must change !!!!!

Already a year i been to UMP.Well,i realized something that i must changed in order to get excellent result(not dat geng oso ).Actually honestly to tell that b4 this i like to compete with my friend's result though they not doing so.I think it started since i was in primary and it became a bad habit.Everytime when compete the result with them i was the one who felt so sad and it never changed till last sem.I did jealous with my friend's who got best result or even gt Dean list everytime.I was telling myself y i cant achieved it?Izit bcz i too selfish not to share knownledge with them?or i shud hav a group study with those who got good result?Finally i found out the answer..I supposed to hav a group study with friend as they really help me a lot in study.B4 this i like to keep myself in room n hav own revision.Is actually not a best way to achieve my target.Perhap not every1 have the same opinion as me but it really works.Of course i shud not forget who giv me this inspiration to have group study too..that one is God who let me know something that i owes tried to find.Thanks to HIM that let me noe this...Halleluyah,Amen:-)