I think i too care...

Did i too over (too care him)?I really dunno wat will be my answer to dis question.One thing i had realized was that will it be another meaning i did dat ?or just because he is my friend and only care him.I myself oso dunno the exat answer to this question.Everytime i will tell myself not too care some1 cz he or she or might felt breathless .I don mean to do so but i think ....erm,only those who noe what i think then will noe the answer.Haiz,perhap i think too much....

How to be a christian?Is not easy to become a good christian but we can learn to become a good christian.

                                      
I wonder how to become a good christian?It is a questionnaire to every1 i guess.1st of all,i would tell honestly that i still trying to become a good christian.It is not an easy task to become a good christian because ur every movement,every word come out from a christian are always represent God(Jesus Christ)and even our attitude will become every non- christian's attraction.

This is because they wil trying to find some of ur weakness to defend u( to say something bad on christian by not behave good in daily life).That is why i said not easy to become a good christian cz we have to behave ourself in from of the public.Tough i had been believed and baptist about 10 years but i still trying to do the best.I mean i not a perfect person and will did something wrong.So,we have to minimize the sin as possible as we can.Actually , i quite worry with some of my friends who are christian but seldom go to worship God(Sunday service).I not mean tried to be a busy body to disturb their privacy but what i tried to do is to care them but will they know that i really care them?Will they know the main reason i always convince them to go back to church?I guess they wont even noe and don even care what i had told them.Perhap busy with work was their best reason to refuse to go to church in fact they are not really want to believe and trust THE ALMIGHTY GOd

.Honestly to tell u guys that i ever escaped from went to sundy service which every christian have to do so.I just gave a reason by telling my sister that i was sick,i coulnt even can wake up from bed and so on...But i know my sister wont believed wat i said as she replied me by saying that "u can tried to lie me but do u think God will not know wat had u done or wat have u tell juz to escaped from worship?'That sentences really awaken me and till nw i will not escape from worship in case i really have important thing to do or fall sick.All because of my sister so that i will not escape from going to church.of course,it doesnt mean that going to church mean u are really love God or a holly person.We must have to really believe that HE is really alive and is our saviour.I do hope that those who read my this blog can really awake from now.This is because the day that Jesus CHRIST come is really near and near.I juz wan to save more and more soul.Just a reminder,dont look down or dont not to believe Jesus Christ because HE is really alive and is looking and guiding those who need HIS helps.BELIVE IN HIM....

I must change !!!!!

Already a year i been to UMP.Well,i realized something that i must changed in order to get excellent result(not dat geng oso ).Actually honestly to tell that b4 this i like to compete with my friend's result though they not doing so.I think it started since i was in primary and it became a bad habit.Everytime when compete the result with them i was the one who felt so sad and it never changed till last sem.I did jealous with my friend's who got best result or even gt Dean list everytime.I was telling myself y i cant achieved it?Izit bcz i too selfish not to share knownledge with them?or i shud hav a group study with those who got good result?Finally i found out the answer..I supposed to hav a group study with friend as they really help me a lot in study.B4 this i like to keep myself in room n hav own revision.Is actually not a best way to achieve my target.Perhap not every1 have the same opinion as me but it really works.Of course i shud not forget who giv me this inspiration to have group study too..that one is God who let me know something that i owes tried to find.Thanks to HIM that let me noe this...Halleluyah,Amen:-)

Can I forget it?or They don even want to forgive me?

It been a long time i didn't updated my blog since last month.Actually i did hope there nothing happened between me n my friends around me.That is why i prefer to be alone rather than mix with friends but as u know we have to be socialable to mix with all kinds of ppl.I really dont know are they trying to escape from me or there still a hurt in their heart and i can't to be forgive?I always convince myself not to care all past matters but i am a kind of thinking back past memory.It is hard for me to wipe away bad memory or even sweet memory from me.I do keep it as my sweetest memory that i ever experinced.Beside that,i dont really know to express myself to any1 except he or she really trusted me and can be shared with otherwise i will not do that.Perhap I need time.A long path way for me to go through actually so what i wish to do nw is that juz make myself relax but of course not too relax as i need to study too...God ,Please tell me what to do???I feel like so weak nw.I need a lots of strength to carry on.I worry i might "collapse" in one day.I'm nw trying to be a good christian cz being a good christian is not dat easy as i hav to go through every circumstance that God wants me to experiance.

Team work

Team work mean every1 in that particular group have the responsibilties to do but somehow certain ppl does not really take serious in this.I wonder how they manage to do things well in their future day.Everytime when lecturer is giving us a task to complete our assignment in a grouphonestly to tell that i sometime worry about this matter cz i dunno who will be in my group n will them do their part well???I really dunno unless i choosing them myself to become my team member.However,i was really grateful that my group member in my group regardless in what assignment ,they really do their part well and neatly.I actually kind of person who ask for perfectness.That y i owes like to do editing in every assignment before submit.Well,it does not mean i will be lucky everytime but i really appreciate my group member n hopefully they wont complaint my work that to be so perfect..

我那伟大的单亲母亲

我妈妈

刚才和学姐聊天时，突然谈到我的家人。她说我妈妈真的很本事，能看顾那么多的小孩，还有能把我们五个送到大学。学姐还说要登报访问我们。哈哈，我想不用那么夸张吧。其实，我真的很谢谢我妈妈，是她让我们有机会上大学。虽然，三年前的一场车祸，夺走了我的爸爸。不过，我们还是很坚强的活下去。是妈妈的坚强让我们更加要踏实，我们更加要努力读书来报答妈妈的养育之恩。

我，大姐和二姐

我妈妈是一位保姆。她是个能干的妈妈。一个人能照顾十个小孩，是件不容易的事情。她这么辛苦就是为了我们五兄弟姐妹的未来。她让我们读到大学，是因为不想我们被人看不起。就是因为曾经被别人瞧不起我们，说我们是蠢才，永远都做不了人才。不过，妈妈真的很行。一忍就二十多年；就等到了这时刻，我们终于变人才了，可以被人看起了。要把我们五个变人才，是不简单的事情。就说读书费，生活费，开销都一大堆。根本都难熬。不过，我们也随着妈妈过着这样的生活。就算再怎么苦，我们那时都要过。每一天的晚餐和午餐都是白饭，鸡蛋和热狗，都没吃丰富的晚餐。不过，感谢主，因为这一切都过了。就算我在大学遇到任何事情，妈妈就会开导我。即使是凌晨一点，她都会接我的电话。现在虽然只有我们五个陪着妈妈，不过我们都是那么的幸福过每一天。我都知道有时候妈妈都不敢埋怨照顾那么多的小孩。
她要等到我们四姐弟读完后，就可以停工了。因为，到时候我们就可以供小弟读书。我不是个会表达爱的女儿，不过我借着这机会告诉我妈妈，我真的很爱她，是她让我能考上大学，又那么好的环境住。虽然，母亲节过了，不过在我心里每一天都是母亲节。我一定要把最好的礼物送给她，就是要把我的DEGREE读完，交功课给妈妈。我们的成绩是她的骄傲，妈妈的伟大是我们的骄傲。

Start new semenster ...upgrade become Senior

Finally reached UMP after whole day travelled..It was a tiring journey but there was no choice for me.Leaving from home to a furthest place to study quite inconvenience.Anyway,i did promised my mother that i must graduate this degree holder then continue to Master holder if i have this chance to continue.Well,this semenster is my 3rd semenster where i cant believed that i had been finished 1 year already..UNBELIEVEABLE...I'm now becoming senior not more a junior.Actually becoming junior really feel good cz senior will share a lot of knownledge to me.They are not selfish to share.I felt so glad to hav them as my senior.They really helped me a lot n a lot.without them i still blurred here.I'm nw can really experience to become a senior.I did what senior had did for me (of course is good thing).Feel like taking care of my brother and sister.That feeling really nice n wonderful.I will helped them as much as i can cz i ever being a junior so i noe waht their needs.Right nw i had meet quite a no of juniors though all of them r same courses as me but really glad to meet them.I guess that what God had teach me .We must owes care n love ppl that owes need my love n care..
(TO BE CONTINUE）