有惊无险的一次

昨天，也就是二零一零年十一月二十七日的中午，我左手的第一只手指，流了不停的鲜血；我心里想着，这次肯定完了！！我的手指呀！！其实，那时候我砍着肉，哪知道连手指也看下去。。我痛得真的说不出话来，我嘴里只是告诉我家人，我的手指快要断裂了（但实际上还没砍到手指的骨，所以还不至于断裂）。我心里第一件事想到的是祷告上帝。我告诉上帝，求上帝保住我这只手指。我妈妈也吓得脸青唇白，脚也在发抖。过后，妈妈也立刻带我到政府医院。一路上，我只能祷告上帝。除了祂，没有人能医治我手指的那剧痛。。不过要感恩的事是，我的手指还能动，这表示我的手指还不是出于严重的状况。

                过后，到达医院之后，我大姐（她是位女护士）也已经到了那里，就立刻到我到办手续处，过后就是缝伤口的时候了。。我看着Medical Assistant帮我把伤口清理后，就要注射麻醉针了。不是注射一次就行了，而是三次（不过是同一只手指，注射不同的位置）。当MA注射每一针时，我的心就揪了起来。当他注射酒后一针时，我能感觉到我的那手指完全是FULL OF麻醉药。过了几分钟后，就没感觉了。即使MA在缝的时候，我也没有任何知觉。我并没把眼睛盖上，反而看着那MA缝的每一针。

         
                 其实，我现在真的能体会到耶稣基督在世上时，被钉的那双手的剧痛。。那同只能的让人无法去忍受。。我这样的状况就受不了了，何况是双手被钉。。我真的要感恩。。如果不是上帝的帮助，我想我肯定无法用镇定的心来忍受这样的痛（也许，被砍到的那时刻，我已经晕倒了） 。不过，也要感谢上帝，让我家里有位护士（我大姐）在我家中。。所以，我现在的伤口都是我姐帮我敷药及包扎伤口。虽然，半夜手指会有点痛，不过我依然要感谢上帝，因为只是那小小的痛而已。。这也让我体会到，不管是我们身上的小器官或手指头，都要好好的保护及爱护。

               

Friendship (Part 2)

I'm just came back form church & there something pop out from my mind...God telling me that i have to go through everything regardless sweet or bad memory.Well,i really faced all these since i was in 1st semenster in UMP.I did know who were my truly friend & who r not.Friendship is last forever & it will not reach to the end.Honestly to tell that i really had a lots of sweet memory this semenster compared to last two semenster.Perhaps because my buddies brought a lots of fun to me.Especially to C.K.Actually i dont really close to C.K at 1st but after i moved to my recent hostel n we became buddy & he did helped me a lots as well as to C.Y & C.S,3 of them really helped me in semenster.I would like to say is my pleasure to know 3 of them n we really became buddies.I couldn't denied that all these thing happened on me because of GOD,The almighty Lord...Though i had lost two very closed friend but i could understood why they did so..Perhaps they do not really know me well & there is a misunderstand which i really dont know how to solve so i just pray to God .In my prayer,i told God that forgave what i had did to my friends which I ever hurt them b4.I dont asked for forgiveness but as long as they felt happy with their life now then i will always pray for them too(though they are non christian).                                          
                                                                                                                                  

(To be continue...)

My life in 2010

Time past too fast cz it come to end of 2010.Well,2010 brought me a lots of happiness rather than sadness.Happiness of course were i met a lots of juniors (considered as my friends too..hehe).Though we came from different corner of this world but we still could mixed well to each other without limitation ( I could act as crazy as i wanted to...hehe).Though there was a difference of age between  us but that not the obstacles for us to mix well...I will not mention who are them but u know who i'm talking about...Lol..

One more thing is that from a normal friend we could become so Ngam Keng friends(friends that can chat a lot)..They are CK,CS and CY...(so coincidence all alphabet is C..)and WK as well.They helped me a lots this whole semenster & i really appreciate their help n is my pleasure to become their friends too...no matter what happened we still can become good friends until forever.Of course all this was arranged by Almighty God that let me to meet them and learned a lots of things from them ( only good things i accepted) ..hehe...

The happiest moment or day are that both of my sisters finally graduates this year after 4 years of their degree study  & of course all hard work had been paid off too..They are my mothers's pride when witnessed both of my sister's convocation.I knew it was a tough task or job for my mother to grow us until university & witnessed 5 of us in the rest of her life.

When comes to sadness thing..it reflected to my family...I felt so sorry to my family cz i couldn't b with them when things happened to my family...It supposed to be my responsibility as well to share together but i didn't make it as i was part of my family.However, i will always pray for them as i was far away from them .They always in my prayer as i know God will protect them from bully by "people" and always stay happiness in            Jesus's Christ family.Amen

My great time (Happiest time i ever had for my outing)

Des,Kelly,me,Parker & Louis

Wow,great ! great!GREAT!what so Great for me??I spent my precious outing time with my 4 buddies who are Kelly Ong,Des,Parker and Louis as well.They made me crazy whole day.We sing k,dinner n lunch 2gather,played sand at TC..

Louis,how come u suddenly u become so short????

.Honestly to tell that i never step into K-room where yesterday was my 1st time to step into K-room n sing til like crazy girl(only 4 of them know hw crazy am i in the k-room),Tough the songs that we sang were so CLASSIC(some old songs) but we sing like Monkey eat chili(mean we sing till no more image edi..haha) .Yesterday time i cant expected i could be so crazy n so so relax ( Sing k really can let me forget those unhappy things that troublesome me recent day) ..Especially Kelly Ong( 贝壳妹）

Kelly & Me

,we bom her for so many time but she don even care (dat mean that she really had a great time spent with us without any worry n tension),Kelly did a good things as she know hw to release her tension for this outing..Louis (小肚腩）,he  is a great driver n nice friend to mix with.

Me & Louis,the funniest guy...

Though we r junior n senior but for us, there no JUNiOR & SENIOR  in our DICTIONARY,mean dat we can become so good friend in such short period of time.Yesterday was my 1st time to listen to Louis's voice to sing a song especially the HOkkien Song "一百万"..we all like so high n we sang together with him in the same time...Parker who is a nice friend too n funny as well.Des who is a nice and friendly too(great in singing as well)..

Me & Des,potential future singer..

During our dinner time,we chat a lot (but i cant tell what were our chatting content..is secret for 5 of us... ;p)from their conversation,i felt like we all had experienced same situation.I do hope that  5 of us still can spend time outing 2gather once again.I would like to use this opportunity to thank to 4 of u who make me so crazy yesterday n willing to spend half day to hav fun 2gather..Remember:We are not junior n senior but we are friends without care of this calling...

Me & Parker,the cute cute buddy

Louis & Kelly

Kelly, me,Des & Louis

My sister(Ivy)Convocation Photo - USM

3 good sisters(My mom's pride)

Me & my sis

My mom  & sis

Family Photo

                                      

My family & her students

Can u see where was the cap???

Birthday

Birthday....when u think of this word,what come to ur mind? I will think of my own birthday time and also my friends birthday.One thing i felt so curious about it.I do not mean to mention it or request to remember my birthday or celebrate with me.I felt so disappointed when i realize it.Well,i do remember all my friend's birthday especially my close friends but do they really remember my birthday without facebook reminder? I did bought presents for them i mean it was really a nice presents.But actually i don asked for any present but do they really know is birthday?Of course wishes is more precious.

MY BIRTHDAY cake (2010)

However,i did really happy could celebrated with my family though not with my friends.Family always the best for me because no matter how busy r them ,they still remember my birthday.Actually tell honestly i do hope my friends will celebrate my birthday with me but very unlucky is my birthday always fall during holiday.But wishes is more than enough actually.I shoudn't complaint again .I should appreciate everything.I mean though my friends not remember my birthday but at least my family remember it.

That really feel so touched...haha...mama,ah ting,ah boy,ah cheng and ah b,all of u r the best..I LOVE ALL OF U SO MUCH:-)

奉子成婚

什么是奉子成婚呢？意思是说未婚生子，然后才结婚。这个题材是我看了一部台湾的一个节目《爸妈囧很大》，当天的问题是，如何看待奉子成婚的这问题？有个来宾，是为青年男生，他虽然外表长得很不错，性格或说想法太令人刮目相看。他曾经带着他的女友们堕胎七次，意思是说，她交往了不少的女生，然后发生关系，后来就搞出小生命。就因为当时的他说，没有能力养活他们，也给了理由说，如果那女友（他所交的女友当中）外表漂亮或人格很好就考虑把那小生命生下来。我觉得他所做的一切太荒谬了（太离谱），根本就是在伤害七个无辜的小生命。主持人还问他，说难道没做安全措施吗？他回答说，他有，不过他的性器官太大，没有适合他的安全套。听到他的这么一个回答，我简直就是捧腹大笑，因为是个太荒谬又不合理的理由。哪里有男生戴不进适合的安全套？就算很大，也会买到合适的吧。。。这年轻人简直就是太荒谬了，然而他说答说做的一切事也不感觉到很内疚或亏欠他的女友们或那小生命。对我来说，既然你做了，就应该会有想到这个事情会发生，不管有没有做了安全措施，因为不一定百分之百会成功做到安全。当然也不忘了“责任”这两个字。不管在哪个国家，就算我国，我相信现在的年轻人都和这位青年人的想法一致。我是百分之百完全反对这奉子成婚。身为一位基督徒，未婚同居或未婚生子是个很大的罪，因为这并不符合圣经的说法，意思说你们已经的罪了那永生王。就好像我身边的几位朋友，他们很同意同居或者是奉子成婚，问题的所在并不在于他们自己，而是一旦他们认为只是玩玩而已，而不懂会搞出人命，然后选择堕胎，那么你就是在谋杀一个生命。难道这一切都不必深深的思考吗？就因为贪玩，而伤害到无辜的生命，我真的很不同意那些堕胎的女士或少女们。我并不觉得同居就不会乱来，通常同居的情侣都会有这想法的，因为情欲或性欲都是男生们的大恶魔。所以，我在这里郑重的希望每位少女都要自爱，不要毁了你们的大好前程。因为，在这《爸妈囧很大》的节目里，也有位未婚妈妈（年龄大概有二十出岁，是个读大学四年级生），虽然她选择了生下小孩和她的男友后来结了婚，不过她也透露说，为了那小孩她必须休学，为的是他小孩的未来。这个也验证了这句谚语“早知如此，何必当初”，“后悔也来不及了”等等。。所以不要因为一时的贪玩，而误了您的大好前途。。最重要的是要自爱，也为你的家人和你所爱的人着想吧。。。